trust in me (violet)

Lost. Violet was completely and utterly lost in the woods, and she was trying to find her way back to the village. Why had she even gone in the woods? She knew it was not a place that she even enjoyed. It was dark and mysterious. There were people that lived out there, and for all she knew, they could be dangerous. Worst part about that was she didn't have a clue about defending herself if such a situation was to arise. But now she was lost, which only brought a heightened sense of fear into her chest; a fast pace beating of her heart that she wasn't sure how to slow down. It was like she was having anxiety. No. She probably was. Violet hardly knew anyone, and she hardly knew the area. How could she not be afraid?

Her feet carried her gently through the leaves that scattered the ground; each one crunching beneath her feet. Every twig that she stepped on that snapped scared her, making her think someone was around. And that eerie feeling that someone was watching, would not go away. Violet just wanted to be home at this point. She wanted to be in her room, by herself. In fact, she'd even take the company of her annoying brother. She loved him dearly, and she always would, but they were indeed brother and sister. It was their job to not get along.

She continued on, feeling tears well up in her eyes, but she told herself not to cry. What would crying do, but make her look stupid if anyone were to find her? Whenever a tear would push up enough to fall down her cheek, she would roughly wipe it away. There was no time for tears. She needed to find her way out, and before it got dark. Then a voice rang out behind her, causing her to spin around quickly. There was no one there. At least, not on the ground. Her eyes made their way up into the trees until she saw a boy standing on a branch. Should she tell him she was lost? If she did, he could help her. Or, he could completely take advantage of the fact. She didn't know him and she had never seen him before. She could not trust him. "No. Of course not." She told him, her voice slightly shaky from her nerves getting the best of her, her hand shooting up to wipe another tear away.



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Her body flinched as he allowed himself to fall to the ground in front of her, ready to make an attempt to get away if he came too close. Her dark eyes stayed locked on the boy in fear that he might try to do something to her. Though, he seemed to be nice enough, offering company in her moment of feeling lost and alone. Still, she did not know him enough to trust him. There was a vibe about him that concerned her, and strangely warned her to stay away. But, at the same time, something was drawing her in, making her want to know him. It was an odd feeling she had never experienced. Clearing her throat, she straightened a bit more, trying to stay as confident as she could. "I.." Breathe Violet. "I could not stop you if you decided to."

Instinctively, Violet took a step back when he stepped forward, her eyes trailing to his now outstretched hand. He wanted her to hold his hand? He offered a way back to the village. At least, that was what he spoke, but was it what he meant? There was something in his eyes that told her he knew she was lying, that she didn't know her way; that she was lost. It was like she was transparent in situations like these. Her nerves and frightened eyes always told the truth. Why did she have to be so weak and afraid? 

Maybe she should just take his offer. There was no one else there to help her in her time of need. But there was also no one there to protect her. She wished Koda had been there with her, or even Olaf. No, she shouldn't think like that. She needed to be able to take care of herself. Violet was starting to realize she might be a burden to the friends that all seem so confident in themselves. Take a chance, Violet. Put yourself out there. It was then that she made the decision to take his hand. "Thank you. I could use your help." She finally admitted to him.



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Violet wasn't sure why she decided to take his hand. Perhaps it was because she didn't want to be afraid, like she always was. Or, maybe she felt trapped and realized he might be her only way out. There were many conclusions she could come to, but the fact was, she did take his hand. The sensation was odd to her, because it was different. Many times she had held hands with Koda and Olaf. They were her best friends. But this was different and sent a tingling feeling throughout her skin. 

His words were kind, and his tone soft. It kept her slightly growing confidence in him, but there was still that worry playing in the back of her mind. Violet refused to give up now though. She was on her way to "getting herself out there". Maybe this meeting would result in a new friend. She had to try, and she had to see what would happen. Many times she jumped to conclusions, and later found out she was wrong. Maybe this time would be different. "I always ask for help." She told him, ashamed of what she had just admitted to him. "I'm tired of being the one who has to ask for help." Her eyebrows furrowed, giving a serious look to her face as she walked along side him. 

When he slipped her arm into his, instead of holding her hand, she felt a little less tense. However, it made her body closer to his, not allowing the distance of arms length that holding hands would. Still, it felt more casual than holding the hand of someone she had just met. "Violet." She told him softly, her eyes staying downcast on her feet as they walked. It made her nervous to even think about making eye contact. "My friends call me Vi though. What's your name?"

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His answer surprised her, making her unsure of how to respond. Violet had always kept it in her mind that people found people like her weak, or annoying. She was the epitome of a damsel in distress. She was shy, socially awkward, and could not handle herself if danger were to ever occur. How was she brave, when she was constantly afraid? "I appreciate your comment, but I'm not sure I can agree." She told him, her voice still coming in and out with nerves. She wanted to believe him. She wanted to be confident and think that she was just fine how she was. But, Violet still couldn't help but wonder if her friends would care if she wasn't around. It was such a dark thought, and one she didn't think often, but all of them were so sure of themselves and outgoing. It was not hard for them to join in a crowd and meet new people, while she... she hung out on the sidelines or attached to them. How fun could that be for her friends?

Her name sounded nice, hearing it with his voice. There was something about it that soothed her and made her want to hear it again. She couldn't help but smile when he said it was a name that suited her, and only wished to call her by her full first name. "That is fine with me." She told him with a nod, still keeping her eyes away from any sort of contact with his. "Mason." She did the same, repeating it, and letting it stick to her memory. "I like it. It's very handsome." She admitted, slightly taking herself aback by her confession. A pink shade crept onto her cheeks, her eyes finally finding their way up to him, but she wasn't expecting him to already be looking at her. Her eyes lingered for a moment, allowing herself to actually take him in. He was intriguing, and something about him attracted her to the boy. It almost scared her, and the thought of her made her turn her face from him again.

"Yes, I do." She answered him with a nod. They had found the main road. Violet knew her way now, and a feeling of automatic relief rushed over her. But he didn't let go of her. She was fully prepared to move away from him, and make him realize she knew her way. Something made her hesitate though, like she wanted to stay, and in the moment of being caught up in her thoughts, she tripped over a small rock in the path. Instinctively, her arms were thrown around his neck to keep her from falling, her sudden fear making her hope he would catch the rest of her weight, instead of taking him down too. 

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He was so blunt with his question, it took her a moment to really take in what he was asking. Yes, she did feel weak. She felt it all the time, and she had voiced that to him, in an odd moment of trust. "Unfortunately, I do." She told him, her eyes dropping into a sad look. He seemed to disagree with her, but how could she believe him when she didn't know him? How could he know any better when he didn't know her? They had just met, which meant his words hardly meant a thing, even when she wished they could. But she was smarter than that, and knew better. "I want to believe you, you know? But I just..." She wasn't sure if she should flat out tell him she didn't trust him. It wasn't in her to tell someone something that could make things awkward, or possibly hurt another's feelings. 

So she dropped it. 

"You're welcome Mason." She said, her voice coming out soft and sweet. Violet was being as genuine as she could be with the boy, hoping to find a friend in him. Right now, she was being cautious, as she should be, but she still liked the idea of seeing him again. His retort hit her ears as soon as she looked away. A small laugh escaped from her lips, shaking her head in the process. "Oh yes, very much so." She teased back, her body slightly tensing afterward when she realized what she had said. It was only with her friends that the previous side of her would come out. How was he getting her to be comfortable enough to do so?

Violet had barely heard his answer before she had taken the tumble, but she never hit the ground. It all happened so fast, but she had felt him; his hands on her hips, his strong arms that kept her from falling. Her eyes were closed as she was falling, trying to not see the crash, but when she was caught she slowly opened them to find her face only inches from his. She found it hard to muster up anything to say, even when he asked if she was alright. All she could do was stare into his eyes; those dark, but beautiful eyes of his. They were haunting, and drew her in. Literally. She felt herself getting closer to him, her lips ready to touch his until... 

She stopped. 

Violet turned her face, and pulled away slightly. "I- I'm alright. Thank you for catching me." She finally mustered up.

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Vi was grateful he didn't continue the conversation. Talking about her assumptions that she was weak and then the fact that she hated it, made her feel awkward; vulnerable. She barely knew this guy, yet she was spilling her insecurities to him. What was wrong with her? What was right with him? The young brunette had liked guys before and never got this comfortable. Not that she was really that comfortable. After all, she still tensed up around him and he still made her nervous. Still, there was something different about him; something that intrigued her. Yet, there was still so much to learn about him, and she was finding herself wanting to know everything.

A blush swiftly made it's way to her cheeks, her eyes making contact with him as he laughed at her. She knew she shouldn't have tried. She knew that flirting was not her thing and neither was making friends with new people. It was a wonder how she even made friends with the ones she had. Violet wanted to run. Her stomach was clenching and she could feel the burning in the bridge of her nose that usually signaled tears were to come. But then he spoke again, and all of those feelings ceased, leaving a feeling of relief in its place. "I - I am?" She asked him nervously, unsure of the situation despite the fact he had just complimented her. Or, at least that's what she thought it was. "But, why did you laugh?"

The fall had caught her completely off guard. Actually, she was sure it caught them both off guard. Violet was lucky that he was quick on his feet and able to hold both of their weight. The reaction she had though; the fact that she almost met his lips with her own, it terrified her. She had never had her first kiss, and yet, it almost happened. She wasn't sure whether to be happy or disappointed about it. Either way, maybe, she made the right choice. At least for now. 

The young brunette allowed him to move her into a more comfortable, and upright position, making sure she was safe on her feet. She nodded to his comment of being careful. Violet was aware of the fact she needed to be more careful. After all, it was only a few days ago she had almost been blown to pieces by that blasted door. Once again, she was lucky someone was there to help her. His hands lingered on her hips a bit longer and she... she liked the feeling. When they were gone, she wanted them back in place, like they were meant to be there, but she didn't do anything about it. Instead, she took a step away from him and gave him a small smile. "Um, I know my way from here, if you don't want to walk with me anymore." She told him, secretly hoping he would stay with her for a bit longer, which was shown in her next words. "But, I wouldn't mind, if you wanted to continue walking with me."

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Her eyes became downcast, a smile soon gracing her lips. Violet had never been one to flirt, but then again, maybe she just hadn't found the right one that brought out that side of her. She wasn't quite sure how comfortable she would become with it, but for now, she would take her time and maybe she would find it fun. After all, she was already enjoying the company of the boy that walked beside her. A light chuckle escaped her lips as she looked back up at him. "Thank you. I surprised myself as well. I've never been one to even try flirting." She told him honestly, reaching up and tucking some hair behind her ear.

It was slight, but she still noticed it. The frown made her nervous. Had she done something wrong? Violet didn't want to upset him, as she had thought she made a new friend and she wanted to keep him. Maybe she hadn't have told him she could walk alone. Or maybe it was weird for her to say she wouldn't mind him continuing to walk with her. However, her worries ceased when he finally spoke up. "I'm glad to hear. I'm enjoying your company." She said, her words slightly dropping into a whisper toward the end of her sentence. Still, despite the hesitation and nervousness, she took his arm again with a sweet smile before starting to walk again.

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